Love, Yourself (October)
Alright, I'll be the first to admit it. October of last year started out really rough. You had huge success in overcoming agoraphobia, but you let yourself get too sucked in and overwhelmed and you had a really bad relapse. You scared your husband. You stressed yourself out way too much. Calm the hell down and learn to take baby steps please.
You were beginning to fall into a darkness again . . .
But then something happened to bring you out of it.
Life.
Your nephew Trey was born, and you were there. And it was amazing. Which reminds me, have you gotten the kid something for his birthday? Cause you always wait til the last minute. Also, your niece Leah shares Trey's birthday, so make sure to pick up something for her too. Be the good aunt.
This month you weighed 250 pounds, and you started exercising a little. It wasn't much but you were making huge strides. You started walking twice a week with Ashley. You even power walked a whole mile with her and then went two miles on an eliptical machine! Then you went to the gym by yourself! That was huge!
You didn't take any pictures of yourself in October 2010. Which was really sad because you learned how to properly wear purple and blue eye shadow and you looked really hot on Halloween.
So take a picture of yourself today, October 2011 and post it tomorrow along with the progress you have made.
Love,
Yourself
